monster in my closet

I thought I was going in reverse last week because I had a migraine almost every day, I wasn't sleeping at night, and I felt like David (my ex) was coming back to ruin things (even though I know that's completely impossible). He's the monster in my closet. But Sunday, there was a message given in tongues, and before the interpretation was given, I KNEW it was for me. And then the Pastor gave the message and it started with "I have seen your trauma. . . " I felt the Holy Spirit breathe on me and flow through me. Whew!! He was about to start the message, but his wife came up and said that the Spirit did not want the service to go on until 2 women were delivered from their past trauma. She knew exactly who they were and I knew one of them was me. It took everything in me to get past myself and walk up to that alter, but I'm so glad I did. God has been speaking to me lately and He has been moving in my life. He walks with me every morning and He stays beside me every day. I have my joy back. I used to wake up every morning with a song in my heart and in my mouth. David stole my song, but yesterday, I got it back and I couldn't be more excited!!!! I have absolutely no idea where my life is going right now, but I'm looking forward to going wherever God is leading me. Some people think that Christians lead a boring life, but that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm walking down my path one step at a time and I can only see a little bit in front of me but I know there's something wonderful coming up and I can only keep my faith that it's coming and keep praying and praising God every day for the things that He's done for me. I won't be looking back anymore at the past trauma. That's all over. I'm only looking forward.